whenever i see you,

whenever i see you,

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decided..	[May. 27th, 2011 02:38 am]
to leave this as a past.. therefore,i've MOVED.
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sweetest grandpa	[May. 18th, 2011 12:04 am]
as usual,my grandpa often have his own experiment in creating new dishes. and this time he made homemade ice lemon tea during my grandma's birthday celeb. he hurriedly asked me into the kitchen and scooped a cup of ice lemon tea,handed it over to me. grandpa : 'here,this is for you.' 'eh?why suddenly thought of making this drink?' i asked. grandpa : 'i know this is your favorite!' surprisedly,i replied 'how do you know when i didnt mention before?!' grandpa : 'thereeeee! you always order this drink at the coffeeshop!' wow. my heart melted within seconds! such a sweet grandpa who notices my every move! everyone remembers him as a strict dad/grandpa, someone who have OCD,and have the weirdest mentality. but i knew he was more than this. love you grandpa <3 thanks for doting on me, thanks for cooking and reserving my favorite desserts of your creation every wednesday
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Baby girl	[May. 15th, 2011 12:14 pm]
Her long sharp paws left scratches everywhere on my arms and leg. its really hard to cut her nails as she struggles for her life. mum and i spent almost an hour grabbing and forcing her. silly miya,silly you!
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YUKI♥SASHA♥MIYA♥	[May. 15th, 2011 12:02 pm]
MAJOR CHAOS. Miya always get chased around by hyper sasha, & old granny yuki just lie at a corner ; in her own world.
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(no subject)	[May. 9th, 2011 09:36 am]
Chinese medicine was so efficient it acted as my alarm! And it wakes me up earlier than usual:( Yesterday was mother's day,I celebrated mine on polling day together with my grandparents.gave my first treat to them:) So sweet of aunt to drop me a message saying that she's proud of me:) On mother's day itself,boy invited me to join his family for a big gathering at his aunt's place.but unexpectedly,his grandma got hospitalized due to a minor heart attack. Everyone rushed down to visit her in the morning and mother's day celeb was canceled on that night. thank god she was okay. Boy,don't worry so much cse everything is gonna be okay! I pray hard her speedy recovery:) So I assume that boy will stay in the hospital for the next one week,and I shall drop by to accompany him:) Bet boy was mad happy cse his Manu won and he predicted that Manu will win!and yes he won some money for his overseas trip!:) Swimming with amanda on Tuesday:) followed by USS on coming Saturday! Cant wait to take the first row of human roller coaster with boy!
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ANOTHER HOLIDAY TRIPPPP:)	[May. 8th, 2011 09:10 pm]
4D3N to KL + GENTING on 21-24th and we are just in time for boy's graduation on 25th,and mine on 26th! ALL 10 OF US ARE TRAVELING TOGETHER IN KL, and as for genting,its gonna be a double date trip :) its the freaking 3rd time in 1.5 friggin months that boy is going genting?! thats madness! i have been spending so much,my daily expenses is almost a hundred a day? and recently i spoilt one of my boss' phone,and im still in the midst of praying hard that its gonna turn on when i know the chances are pretty slim :( fingers crossed!
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AMANDA LING ROUJUN

[May. 5th, 2011 12:04 am]

POWER YOGA
SWIMMING
JAPANESE CUISINE
SHOPPING
SLACKING

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The lings	[May. 4th, 2011 01:02 am]
Had been hanging out with his sis recently,shopping,swimming,meals,etc! We have so much in common:)and it was her who brought much confidence to me recently:)thankful! It would be so much better if my boy were to join us out together!but I know he would feel awkward; reason being,he wouldn't know which role to play?the serious and strict kor,or the loving and fun boyfriend!?HAHA! But he have been accompanying his other two brother in COH-ing daily?so sweet of him to accompany me after dinner till i returned home even though his brother was bugging him for COH:) i was so honored to be able to taste his mom's curry fish head:)not forgetting the previous time when boy was still in genting,Amanda and I sat for 3 solid hours over the delicious fried rice cooked by his mum,chatting nonstop!from what I could remember,3 hours was my longest?we would have went on and on till my last bus home?hehh! Yoga with his mum and Amanda every Thursday and swimming every week with the girl to keep ourselves fit and feast a hell lot on the other hand?it have always been enjoyable and our conversations never seem to stop!whats more?people do say that we look like sisters!?HAHAHA!(inside joke) I learn a lot about boy from the stories she shared,the strict and serious side of him?I have yet to see. So please flare up on me one day,I'm mad curious! Love the bond between his family,siblings coming home,sharing their experiences and stories of their daily lives to their parents over dinner,loving,caring and strict dad.and they claimed that his mum is the scariest,but I doubt she would be worse than my mum!haha! I thought it's really sweet when boy have his one on one talks with his dad,sharing everything under the sun from time to time,I mean,how many teens do have such sessions with their parents at this age? Communication is key,and not all Parents have done it well.mainly taught by his lovely grandma?so cute to see all his cousins giving hugs and kisses to their grandma who is still in the pink of health! I totally salute his parents;being able to being up 4 kids with love and discipline isn't an easy task.what made it worse was their age gap is really close?hahaha Anyway,I was pretty lucky today,even though I missed my dental appointment this morning,I was late for my Mac breakfast delivery to his place!I went there at 11:10,and thank god they had their last deluxe meal sold to me:) Made a trip down to his place and dropped it outside his house while he was still sleeping like a dead log and rushed down for work! So happy was I,when he was touched over the cold Mac breakfast he had be craving for!It motivates me more when he appreciates my effort:)that's where he stands out,and I hope this will continue with neither of us taking things for granted! Long post,indeed.
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(no subject)	[May. 2nd, 2011 11:50 am]
♥Adore♥ The best relationship is when you two can act like lovers and best friends. It’s when you have more playful moments than serious moments. It’s when you can joke around, let each other have piggy backs, have unexpected hugs and random kisses. It’s when you two give each other that specific stare and just smile. It’s when you’ll rather stay in to watch movies, eat junk food and cuddle, than go out all the time. It’s when you’ll stay up all night just to settle your arguments and problems. It’s when you can completely act yourself and they can still love you for who you are.
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(no subject)	[Apr. 28th, 2011 01:12 am]
25TH - 27TH APR CASINO - played at the higher stake tables (not knowing there were lower stake ones at the other corner) during our first experience, lost a total of 200rm in just 4 games.HAHAHA. felt a little guilty when i was tempted to enter and try my luck again without boy, this time round,i entered with just 50rm to control myself, played roulette and i met those hardcore ah pek gamblers that will never quit! some won thousands in just a round,while others lose a thousand. during the first time i entered alone,i won 70rm,10rm during the second time(due to greediness),and 50rm right before we left genting. so that poor boy waited for me for 1hr50 mins+ in total! should i say its worth it when i managed to cover up some of our lost? hahaha. i wouldnt wanna turn into a gambler and make boy worry! its good that we didnt have the intention of entering at the start of the trip if not i would have brought more money over and probably my money would be donated to genting instead! like i mentioned before,i would wanna experience all the exciting rides at the theme park with him. not forgetting,the SPACESHOT that everyone have been talking about! i psyched him since day 1 and dragged him to the queue with me, and i really got to thank him for taking the courage and left such a great impression in me. esp when he said that he feared spaceshot more than a cat! hahaha.so maybe i can throw a cat at him when i see one soon. to be honest,i could barely remember how i reacted during the spaceshot ride,probably because it was just too fast that in a split second,my feet was on the ground again. the rollercoaster rides there were rather boring,its NOTHING compared to the USS rides which i probably would be going again this weekend with his cousins? anyhow,my upcoming trip would be BKK:) and probably boy will be visiting bkk very often in the near future due to his cousin's wed. more photos comin upppp :)
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BDAY CELE + 5TH♥

[Apr. 25th, 2011 12:08 am]

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awake

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tunglok alacarte buffet dinner for eugene's bday:)

and my sweet boy presented this award to me during his 4th trip to USS?!
hahaha.was quite surprised!
THANKS BOYYYY!!

i cant wait for GENTING TRIP tomorrowww :)
its gonna be so awesome due to the cold weather!
reminds us about suzhou once again:)

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i dont want to be replaced.	[Apr. 18th, 2011 12:12 am]
i dont want to be average. i want to be the best you've ever met. fear of karma, fear of losing you. tries my best to be the best. best of the best. all for you. LINGYIJIE-
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♥LSYJ

[Apr. 17th, 2011 02:44 am]

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i want more holiday!	[Apr. 13th, 2011 10:22 am]
screwed up body clock, i know im tired,yet i couldnt sleep any longer. therefore,time for some updating and uploading of those overdued photossss gambling at teresa's chalet awesome jaybee trip with boy and company<3 spent without tracking and realized that i only spent $24sgd for the entire day there. would love to travel down again and probably somewhere further the next time. shall have some lok lok,dian xiao er duck,seafood spamming. should join lh and joel // sj and adeline for supper there since they drive in so often! im getting quite sick of work. the fact that even though im on leave, my bosses still spam my phone while im having a hell of a great time outside. gosh! its practically working 24/7 daily! genting + KL soon with favorite boy<3 i really cant wait for the awesome weather and shopping sprees i just cant wait for weekends and to spend more time with that lovely boy!
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(no subject)	[Mar. 30th, 2011 01:56 am]
found myself a part time job from the help of my lecturer:) work work work, i hope i didnt neglect my boy. promised myself that i will spend more time with him before he enter ns. and im really trying my best to keep it. pretty fortunate to have two very nice and friendly bosses. (who are only 3-6 years older than me?) im given quite a lot of freedom in my working hours!<3 for my character,i have all the patience and tolerance in the world, but i must admit that i cant tolerate long working hours. everyday with the same old routine, B-O-R-I-N-G-!
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thank you!

[Mar. 26th, 2011 06:36 pm]

[

FEELING

loved

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i was reading thru those fb comments,
fb wall posts from you,
email - the secret diary you wrote,
photos from suzhou,
photos from bkk,
photos of our gatherings

so much memories.

its a waste that i cant read all the text msges we exchanged.

deeper and deeper,day by day.

theres nothing more i could as for,
as i have found someone who wouldnt take me for granted.
someone who dotes on me,
someone who cares about my safety,
sensitive enough to know how im feeling(sometimes),
someone who appreciates me.

thank you for everything♥

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(no subject)	[Mar. 22nd, 2011 11:06 pm]
My dad's retirement plan: to build a bird's house at yongpeng with his friend as his business partner! and a cost of a bird's nest is minimum Rm1000! To rent a bungalow of 6-7 rooms, (2x bigger than my granny's house) is only at 250rm a month?! That's DIRT CHEAP! excluding electricity bills etc. On top of it,yongpeng is at the central of Singapore - genting/KL/malacca/Kuantan really convenient to travel around! Food is one of the most important to fill that picky and greedy tummy of my dad's.and they have all kinds of delicacies in town! My parents would be really keen and interested in buying a house there with the help of his friend's!$25kSGD for a big bungalow,rebuild it at very low cost,it's really attractive to everyone! He can even make it a vacation home for my family.how awesome is that? Comparing to merry(UK) and Yongpeng,yongpeng definitely have more things to do and invest in.plantations after plantations,bird's nest investment,so on and so forth. I wouldn't mind living in a Peaceful and stress free area in future:) ohohoh!after dad met up with all is UK friends and had a great catch up session after the wedding, dad is planning for a 3 week trip over to london,scotland and merry to visit his friends! and friends from indonesia would love to follow us for this upcoming trip this late spring/autumn! AWESOME OR WHAT!
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ALOOOOHA!

[Mar. 18th, 2011 09:29 pm]

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impressed

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GREETINGS FROM MSIA - CYBERVIEW LODGE RESORT AND SPA!

awesome shit.900++ rm per night and im here with my parents for 2 nights!
probably having our 3rd night at the gorgeous GOLDEN HORSE HOTEL :D
and followed by our last night at malacca!

im so not prepared for the wedding tomorrow night,mainly because i was excited for the krispy kreme at times square and shopping spree at sugaiwang!
no idea how i will dress tomorrow night!
first experience attending a wedding overseas though:)

had a really long 5 hr journey from JB to putrajaya,
lost our way with all the confusing signboards,
and i have not recovered from my headache since noon!

anyhow,i didnt expect this resort to be so jaw dropping.
making me more sexcited! :)

photos coming your way!

last but not least,
boy,im missing you:D

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(no subject)	[Mar. 12th, 2011 02:44 pm]
im so addicted to running man now.i used to hate korean shows as mum and i always fight over the television just to catch her korean dramas. but this video really made me laugh so hard (this is the first time i laugh so hard in front of my lappy)
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SAWADEEKAAAA! 3rd mar - 7th mar	[Mar. 9th, 2011 06:04 pm]
( BANGKOOOOK <3 )
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PORTFOLIO

[Feb. 20th, 2011 03:43 pm]

[

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(no subject)	[Feb. 15th, 2011 05:28 pm]
YESTERDAY WAS VALENTINES DAY, TODAY IS ALSO VALENTINES DAY, TOMORROW WILL BE THE SAME AS YESTERDAY, SO WILL THE FOLLOWING DAYS AHEAD OF US. BECAUSE.. EVERYDAY IS VALENTINES DAY! you didnt expect it to happen to you on this special day, and i bet no other woman would ever want to be in my position, but the point is, it was still simple and sweet :)
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i cant help but think.	[Feb. 15th, 2011 05:03 pm]
i have never felt so stressed up and tired before. though i stayed up 3 nights in a row to gamble,it didnt felt as bad as how it is now. pimples popping out, the lack of sleep and stress im getting is seriously overpowering. but i know im able to endure this hardship. (well trained from being in an academic club.haha) am still rushing for my portfolio, dental appointment still procrastinating, printing of transcript yet to be done, 25th - end of attachment, 26th - boy's birthday, 27th - hotel mini getaway, 28th - deadline of NTU's admission, 1st - submission of port folio. what a busy busy feb! on a brighter note, feb is ending in less than 2 weeks time :) OH YES! not forgetting to mention about our getaway! 5D4N BANGKOK <3 3RD MARCH! totally sexcited about it. plane rides,shopping,thai food,and more shopping,SHOPPPING!! now im looking forward to our HONGKONG TRIP!HAAA :) CNY was great! boy's family gathering,i won almost a hundred,and we lost doubled of it,and when we were the dealer for blackjack,we won back double of what we lost! adding on,had another gathering at fremen's mahjonged thru the night, while boy continued being the dealer and he won so much that everyone stopped playing and fought to play mahjong instead.haaaa! i promised so many peeps on mahjong after my submission of portfolio, gosh,i made so many promises that i guess im gonna have endless consecutive nights before my flight to bkk! i just cant wait to get over and done with this crap!
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Dream once more

[Jan. 26th, 2011 11:49 pm]

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sleepy

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Feburary happenings :

Portfolio,Personal Statement - NTU - PRODUCT DESIGN.
Dinner and Dance Proposal
Chinese New Year - Spring Cleaning
Valentine's Day
Boy's Birthday
&Work&Work&Work.

where do i find time for my portfolio when i get such short notice?
with so many upcoming events all cramped up in a month?

Afraid,Stress,Fear,Worried.

design and only design,
my only interest and passion.
my dream of entering one of the top design school.
please come true.

Pray hard.

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UPDATES : NEWYEAR&21ST&GATHERINGS

[Jan. 9th, 2011 12:04 pm]

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cheerful

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2010 - 2011 : COUNTDOWN

Gambled till the dawn!
( Poker + Mahjong + BlackJack ) (@ his cousin's + granny's place )= AWESOMEE!
okay,i think i miss math.errr.hahaha.thats weird.
adding on,I WON $$$! it was a great start for 2011 :)

I had an awesome 3-day celebration for my 21st,
and i always wanted to go USS for my 21st,and due to some delays,the tickets were all sold out till 5th jan?!
was rather disappointed and so coincident,my mum gave my sis and i a surprise morning call and she had 3 FREE tickets to USS!
i was so freaking happppppppppyyyy to the max!
gave my boy a morning call,and we both jumped off our beds and flew down :)

2nd Jan

met up with the girls for our 21st bday dinner :)

after the dinner,we had some pool session,and since im a noob in pool,we played some boring childish game,like...SPOT THE DIFFERENCE!hahaha!we had so much fun spamming the stupid screen and got it hanged -.-

so,this was how retarded we look,they took us round and round,and realized that we ended up at the same place again!haha :)
so i had my first karaoke singing,rather weird,but it was relaxing and enjoyable:)

3rd jan : OFF DAY <3

caught gullivers travels at marina and did some shopping for my birthday gift :)
and yes,my gift will be arriving in a week's time,
so excitedddd!

we applied for shokudo membership.
i didnt want him to spend so much,so i minimized the orders,but it was as shiokkkk! :))
loved the simple yet so meaningful dinner,we had a great chat till our food got digested! HAA.

4th jan : Another birthday celebration and catch up session with the awesome people <3

@ sakura : dhoby ghaut green

i had an awesome time with them,catching up,making myself so giggly with all the jokes.
i miss those times we had in seg,learnt alot and had so much fun with all the peeps.
all the camps and we have gone thru so much together!

i must say that i have became really loud and cheerful these days,i dont know why,but im like back in the same old me during our kc days,
pardon me,if i talk loudly,laugh loudly and did things that were really unglam that made you embarrass in public...!
HAHAHA.
well,its time to be more demure now,since im 21!
goshh..im really old :( and im not used to it!

last but not least,THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR MAKING MY 21ST SO AMAZING AND MEMORABLE :)
AND THANK YOU FOR ALL THE GIFTS I HAVE RECEIVED!
really appreciate it <3 love you guys!

and just yesterday,i had another birthday treat from jx and zh,
and it was at shokudo again :)))
shiokness!
bought myself another havaianas,as mine was spoilt by my stupid sis! argh damn it.
got my all time favorite,gold flipflops with metallic logo :)
definitely not worth the price,but i paid $10 for it,as i had a $50 voucher to clear!

i have been spending so much,i've got to save!

XOXO

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hey you,

[Dec. 30th, 2010 04:28 pm]

[

FEELING

drained

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please have some
DISCIPLINE!

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(no subject)

[Dec. 17th, 2010 01:29 pm]

[

FEELING

full

]

Usually the things you are most afraid of
are the MOST worthwhile.

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keeps me thinkingg

[Dec. 15th, 2010 04:43 pm]

[	FEELING	\|	bored	]
[	SONG	\|	93.3fm	]

PS :

i really hope that you will open up to me one day,because..
Capricorn is a good listener and can understand everything easily and clearly!

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sometimes..

[Nov. 29th, 2010 03:48 pm]

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worried

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(no subject)	[Nov. 19th, 2010 11:51 am]
had the urge to watch all my past videos on fb, and it brought back so so so much memories in my secondary school life as well as poly. melts my heart. memories in SEG Club, i miss everyone and how bonded we used to be. events after events, we learnt so much from one another, grew up together, and left footprints in our hearts. it vanished. we walk in separate routes, attachment and fyp. and soon into uni / working life. will we even meet again as a group again? doubt so. im grateful to those who have made a change in my poly life. esp,LAIYONGCHENG and LIMJITKHAI. thank you for everything. its you,who pushed me to where i am standing now. i will definitely miss all of you.
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living life to the fullest	[Oct. 14th, 2010 03:41 pm]
LOVING- enjoying how life is like.. to own a car, to have a house of your own, to spend any amount you like. party all night long, no worries. only problem we faced is to crack our heads every night thinking about where we can have our dinner. i will definitely miss how we enjoyed ourselves during this period. in a few days time, i'll be at another corner of the world. still enjoying, but i dont get to share it with my loved one. i need to be physically strong. i cant fall sick! last but not least, all the best to my fyp :)
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(no subject)	[Sep. 20th, 2010 02:17 pm]
别让昨天在你伤口狂妄地洒盐一碰就痛一想就悲爱一遍教人老了好几十岁别让昨天在你伤口狂妄地洒盐冲掉心中爱的余味再活一遍怕寂寞的人在城市中相爱你要勇敢一点点
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stressed up

[Sep. 16th, 2010 09:41 pm]

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worried

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i said bye to the C programming family,C,C#,C++,whatever,and i thought i would never use them again after scoring for exams.
(neither did i master any of them)
now,my fyp thats thrown to me is JAVA!
FML x4549235

my job was to display a map of the user's current location and also to detect the cell signal strength,cell longitude and latitude that he/she is in,and mind you,its INDOOOOR! so there issnt any gps functions involved.
double death.
even zy that programming king tells me its tough.
TRIPPLE death!
worst still,im going suzhou in 3 more weeks,i got to rush at least 50% before i leave to suzhou cause all of us know that WE WILL PLAY 24/7 instead of working!haha
that makes
QUADRUPLE DEATH!

the student that did phase 2 (im phase 3) scored a distinction for his OUTDOOR project.and now im suppose to implement it into an INDOOR project..my supervisor has high expectations of me,and on top of it,the application will be used during open house in jan'11.

goodness gracious.

and i know if im able to complete this,i might do quite well,but...
android and java doesnt wanna be my friend :(

bf is having a rather tough (wayyyy easier project than mine) project in his company too.
hahaaha! WEBSITE DESIGN with photoshop and dreamweaver.like WTF!!I LOVE DOING THAT PLEASE
i strongly believe we should like exchange positions now!
hahaha

anyway,i like the way it is now,not being able to meet that often,
the feeling is back again:)
♥

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it may not always be perfect.

[Sep. 14th, 2010 04:30 pm]

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confused

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i dont know if its fated or not,
i kept hestating..
but i hope you'll appreciate whatever i have done.

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(no subject)

[Sep. 11th, 2010 01:03 am]

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WHISKEY,
that baby maltese came to my house last night,

surprised to see him so big,fat and heavy,
all active and hyper that my sis and i were so scared,
his bark was so loud and sharp,
that it could be heard when i was at the carpark downstairs.
his claws were so powerful and long,

it hurt so much whenever he jumps and scratch my legs.
his strength was so huge that i could hardly control him when i brought him down for a walk.
despite all of the above,
he is sweet,lovely,adorable,clean,sticky and smart.

it was a pity he had to leave his owner,

pity that he settled down at my house and got used to my family,and most of the time he sticked with me all the while,
and now,he have to restart again by adapting into his new environment with his new owner.

i hope i've made the right choice for whiskey's new home.
i hope that he would be happier than before,
i hope that he will stay healthy and cheerful for the next 13-16 years or longer! :)

even though i spent such a short time with him,
he left a huge impact in me.

sad to say,
i didnt manage to give him my last hug,
and kiss him goodbye..
i miss you so much,

take care,whiskey!
<3

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show me something beautiful ♥ yoursillybitch

[Sep. 5th, 2010 12:21 am]

[

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silly

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( my heart cant get enough )

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feeling touched!

[Sep. 3rd, 2010 06:41 pm]

[

FEELING

grateful

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for those
who cared,
who took their time off just to
listen to every complains i made,
who gave me a million suggestions,
who gave me a thousand solutions,
who encouraged me,
who lectured me,
who scolded me,
who knocked a lot of sense into me,
but i still refused to accept it,
even though it was for my own good,

all of you,
who have always been there for me,
youre totally appreciated,
and LOVEDD! :D
I THANK YOU ALL!!

:)))))

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sweetsss

[Sep. 3rd, 2010 06:26 pm]

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refreshed

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'Been awhile since i last blogged. Alot of things happen these few mths. Mostly my fault.
I would like to apologise to my girlfriend siying over here. I really didnt appreciate her. She really is my one and only special person in my life that can take all my shit. I am sorry for what i did but its always the case when u lost someone then u appreciate him/her. But luckily for me i didnt lose my special one.
Without my girlfriend i wouldnt be where i am right now. I wouldnt be the president of a academic club, i wouldnt be one of the top students. Because of her supporting me through these 2 years i am who i am.
After these 2 years i feel is time to tell everyone more about my girlfriend. She has a low self esteem, she thinks that she's not pretty but to me she is hot :). She looks down on herself alot maybe im part of the reason? Maybe im just too zhai in everything i do :X but i think my girlfriend is damn strong in afew areas. Firstly she is my fashion stylist :) My artists :) My treasurer :) My everything. No one is perfect you're born in this world to do something special and for her she is special to me. :)
She has a funny laughter :) and i love it when someone really appreciates my jokes and dumb actions because this shows that she appreciates me and understands me. I like it when she teases me :) when she holds my hand and when she look into my eye and tells me with her eyes that i am the one for her :) Okay its getting cheesy.
She has a great tolerance level and she is really patience. How fortunate am I. Thats why im trying all my best to be better for her and for myself :)
Soon we will step into another phase of our life. Which is attachment i really hope that we can finish this journey by walking the aisle together and i really believe youre the one for me.
I hope that we can study in university together and work hard together to build a better future. I hope that our results in this sem will improve. I really want to thank you low siying for standing by me all this time. Be it happy or sad, laughter or tears.
I am trying my very best to make u smile everyday and i really hope that u can smile everyday.
To me, your the prettiest so dont go for any surgery :)'

this would be kept in a little corner of my heart,
sometimes,sweet talking really works,
but too much of it,would be
unhealthy

loves ♥

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a fruitful day with baby :))	[Aug. 19th, 2010 11:51 pm]
finally something happy and worth updating after so many posts of unhappinesssss! last night,it almost ended,again! alright,enough of all these! i went down cathay to help baby buy his precious step up 3d ticketsss! and yes,it was really awesomeee! their LED lights,and the dance on the surface of water.freaking cool! makes one wanna start dancing!hahahaha. well,we said to have a lot of different experience before i leave to sh, kite flying,ice skating,clubbing,picnic by the beach, whatever we can think of! more to come after examsss :))) and we have not started studying yet! i promise myself to start after yog,no more procrastinating! glad that i've been catching up with the girls lately, and late night movie tmr :) street dance! i should just appreciate what i have now,and the people around me, who knows what will happen in future, it may just take it all away from me!
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[Aug. 15th, 2010 12:35 am]

[

FEELING

full

]

whatever it is,
the final answer would only be revealed after my attachment in shanghai.

i'll make full use of my time,
and rest my mind for the time being.

good or bad,
i cant control..

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the whole picture is starting to form..slowly.

[Aug. 6th, 2010 10:56 pm]

[

FEELING

anxious

]

i guess its all fated?
my plans of going universal studio on baby's bday,
& we recently received a news about getting free tickets there on the 15th sept for yog party?
and the day after,i would be flying off to shanghai for my attachment :)
everything planned so nicely?
how coincidental !!

err,except the part where i would be spending my 21st there alone :(

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[Aug. 4th, 2010 12:52 am]

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FEELING

hungry

]

A BIG HELLOOOOO TO SHANGHAIIIIII :))))
yes,im excited,but i hope the unwanted would not be going with me.
but sigh,5 months,it means im gonna spend my 21st there alone too :(
sadness.
neither do i want to do 1 month of fyp,please spare my life!

we really need to have a strong bond before i leave,
or it would be harder.than how it is now.

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2nd anniversary <3

[Jul. 29th, 2010 10:45 pm]

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FEELING

hopeful

]

ups and downs.
i enjoyed having a heart to heart talk with you over the meal.
i hope everything is going well.
just awhile more,afew more months/weeks,
and all the stress will be over..
hopefully.

and things will get better soon...

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(no subject)	[Jul. 26th, 2010 09:09 am]
it takes 2 hands to clap. i have put in 101% of effort, but you only put in 90% i've tried my best to reach 110% to cover up that 10% for you. is it worth it? would i be tired? think about it. how can this work?
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(no subject)	[Jul. 15th, 2010 11:45 pm]
i shall not bother you,i shall not trouble you. everything is accumilating im gonna snap anytime. its all confusion and stress and im breaking down to depression i have no direction,i dont know what to do. which makes me flunk my studies god save me. i need a helping hand
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Difference

[May. 9th, 2010 03:26 pm]

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FEELING

thoughtful

]

the difference between men and woman

a man lie because he know he would live better this way.

a woman lie because she does not want to hurt her partner.

this is how selfish men are.
its a fact that can never change.

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[May. 2nd, 2010 01:26 pm]

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FEELING

silly

]

Our Miya

went over to bf's hse together with miya,
shes getting prettier and more adorable as days passes!
but still as naughty as ever!

bf drove us home,and when i was reaching over to get miya,
the car reversed,and my first 2 toes were under the wheels!
i was screaming for 5 seconds,when bf decided to REVERSE the car,
ALL 5 OF MY TOES GOT ROLLED UNDER THE BLOODY WHEELS.

OUCH x 5643239485

i felt that my toes were flattened,i couldnt even wriggle my toes!
for the first time i couldnt control & cried so ugly-ly infront of bf.LOL.
hahahahha.what a day.

till now,my toe is still in pain!

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(no subject)	[Apr. 27th, 2010 09:25 pm]
yes luh.i've finally got a new laptopppp :)) &&&&& i cant wait for ELITES camp! &&&&& miya got herself shaved by my mum and i, she looks so skinny with a big head now! UGLY MIYAAAA our 2nd try would be a better make over :)
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